April 2013
3 posts
8 tags
12 tags
4 tags
March 2013
30 posts
5 tags
Unintentionally on hiatus.
I have some things I need to figure out in my real life right now. I have a lot going on (projects, photography shows, work things, music things, personal things) and I realized I was actually stressing out about not having posted the photos I’ve been taking for the 365 project. That’s not healthy. A voluntary project on the internet should not cause me so much stress.
I will post...
8 tags
4 tags
“Go be happy” you said. “I’m trying” I said.
I cried. I don’t want you to think it was because I was sad, because I wasn’t and am not. I cried because I know you’ll be around, and this might just be the first time in my life I have actually believed that it would be for the duration. I can’t thank you enough times or with enough words. You are...
5 tags
7 tags
10 tags
4 tags
I’m ready.
I almost; but am hesitant. this needs it.
Does it?
I may come at you. violent storm waves to shore [to ensure the reality]
Will you?
8 tags
6 tags
2 tags
1 tag
4 tags
1 tag
8 tags
13 tags
8 tags
7 tags
9 tags
7 tags
5 tags
Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s...
– Erica Jong (via icarntspell)
10 tags
7 tags
7 tags
5 tags
the molecules changed in the air, the headlight glow reflected off the snow as it fell and the artificial heat grew overwhelming
4 tags
slug me in the mouth put me
under take this crown
it’s never like we needed titles listing through the dark candles long snuffed
pull needles to the face stuck in eternal solitude; finding you simply cut — out
8 tags
12 tags
8 tags
Dreaming on Vicodin
[note: my jaw hurt when i woke up from having surgery yesterday. i took one prescribed Vicodin. I had several flash dreams & one extended dream when I finally passed out.]
the sea and the wind, follow slowly to the shore; questions in another language, gestures and understanding eyes say yes.
the boat and the waves, the sun and the spray; i saw you wave, but i hid behind my escort, wishing...
8 tags
6 tags
8 tags
13 tags
February 2013
20 posts
7 tags
3 tags
The way things turn out depends on our...
I sat alone in your room counting the pieces that came from everything falling apart the night before
Where I’d felt safe I now feel alone and useless I think you understand I don’t really want you to
Rebuilding will take awhile Construction is dangerous You may fall in a void And get trapped there forever
For your sake I need you to be simultaneously as close as possible and the...
8 tags
8 tags
buenopower:
Check out the first press of the online mag! Reblog all day!
I’m honored to have been chosen to be a part of my buddy Arthur’s first issue of his new blogzine. Check it out, it’s filled with work from amazing photographers.
8 tags
6 tags
In Reality:
Now that I’ve said it, I want to say it all the time; just in case you’ve forgotten.
I know it’s just words floating in the air, Usually they don’t carry much meaning, and You already know what I’m about to say.
That’s why it’s so nice to speak these words, Because it’s the first time I’m actually certain that I will never have to take them...
3 tags
graduation and fake new years brings lots of...
steven: i'm starting to have second thoughts about leaving this place.
me: the lockview? we don't have to leave, we just got here.
steven: no. i mean this town, this place, these people.
me: oh. i know what you mean, but then i remember i can always come back. the problem is the longer i stay, the harder it is to leave. i just wonder what will be here when i do come back. will it be the same?
This is strange, finding this. I was looking through my posts tagged "nostalgia" -- I just saw Steven on Sunday at a mutual friend's going away party. Darren is moving to LA. I am back in Ohio... for now. It is the same. Things change a little bit and little things add up to big things -- but overall it really is the same.
6 tags
365 Project: Starting again on my 26th birthday.
I’m turning 26 in 10 days.
I’ve decided that a birthday is a much more appropriate day to make resolutions. I plan to carry my camera with me everywhere in the coming year, much like most women carry purses. In place of a purse, I plan to carry a slim metal wallet and, at times, just a wristlet. This resolution caused me to realize I should really actually buckle-down and finally...
10 tags
8 tags
7 tags
6 tags
Self-Portrait 1.
Trying out a few things to get ready for a longer-form project I’m working on to go with my Mapped in Two Dimensions series.
8 tags